Oooh, you can't go out because you think you're too leaderly, is that right? Why is it that when Fiona decides someone needs to die, she has to go, but when you do it you're "making the difficult decisions" and you have to stick around? Kinda sounds like you're pushing the hard part off on her to me. Anyone can stand up and say stuff. I can promise I'll do that while you're gone, if that makes you feel better.